Another BFN

I tested today. BFN. I know its still early and theres hope and all but I really don't think that I should be hopeful. There wasn't even a faint pink line. So now I wait for AF to come this friday. Perhaps this isn't a good time for us anyway. I was trying to be so "zen" about it. I'm not sure I even know what that means. But I am trying to be patient and wait for God's plan to happen. So we just keep on trying. I am enjoying the trying part but it would be nice to get some results. I'm starting to feel like there is something wrong and I'll never get pregnant. So in the meantime I'm trying my best to be patient.